Without Your Help

now i see
my poor decision making
my failure
your abuse
you did it to me
i feel used
rejected and replaced
nameless
a girl with no face
i cannot face it
i've been replaced
leaving me with
an empty heart
this open space
space it out
the pain
you bring to me
replace it
the things
you did to me
pick or choose
i lost you
but i didn't lose
can't stay
suffer the pain
leave you behind
choose
to keep my sanity
to be alone
try
to make it
on my own
with piece of mind
kiss us goodbye
survive
enjoy my life
and don't ask why
time to part
tired
suffering from the
repercussions
of a broken heart
refuse
to live by
your rules
stand up
to you
and your lies
weakened by
our goodbye
this boy
the one
my guy
embraced the pain
and in time
strengthened
i failed to die
let go
dig myself out of
this hole
loosen this noose
around my neck
freedom
gained when i left
strength
gained by
saying goodbye
no longer
living
a lie
i learned
to love myself
independent
without your help.