Somewhere in the back of my mind
things torture my mentality
Fogs us the path to happiness
clouds my right reality.
I struggle to keep my sanity
beg to get a break
only so much longer
only so much i can take
My soul shutters at the sight of sleep
i dont know my dreams tonight
enimies and traumas haunt me
I'm still to weak to fight.
I struggle because i want it
I take it because i need too
the pain only lasts for awhile
some things are worth going through.
My past determines my future
but to me its still unclear
sanity is what im losing
but thats nothing that i fear
i stop to watch and wonder
i push pass all stone walls
i struggle because i have to
but i'll get up when i fall.
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Written August 8th, 2006
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