Her

Dear Princess,
I'm sorry sweetheart
With you in my head it's so hard to love him
I miss your smile,
your full lips and pearls of teeth
those eyes,
deep and filled with love for me
only me
I miss you
your arms around my waist
lips against my cheek
you know me like no one else
I want to be yours again
I'd sacrifice everything
give it all up
to have you in my arms
When I see you with that new boy of yours
My heart falls into my feet
I know he can't love you like I can
can't feel you and know you
he wouldn't die to see that gorgeous smile
I left you
I hurt you
and I don't deserve you
so why can't I forget you?
this has no rhyme and no flow
but how can I be consistent when my mind is this chaotic?
I want to lay my head on your chest
listen to your heartbeat, fall asleep and never wake up
I'll try and be happy with what I have
forget you and move on
swallow your memory like an over sized pill
and try not to throw it back up
I miss you
I need you
you were my home
and now I'm so lost
I love my boyfriend
but I think of you
and I remember how I called you when things were hard
and you'd hold me and kiss me
It's not about gender
Love is universal
but I can't get over you
maybe
I'll never be over you
Love,
Meg