He Has Them Now..And Now I'm Filled With Fear

I'm try to stop the addiction
So no more blood will fall
But sometimes when you have an urge
You just feel so small

But my blades are gone
Never to return
But now that it's gone
I'm still concerned

Because my love took them
And well he as problems too
I think that he fought it
But I wish I really knew

I'm scared that he'll use them
Now that there right there
And now that I think about it
This doesn't seem fair

I know he took them to help
But now I'm filled with fear
And now that I write this
Out comes a tear

I hope and pray to God
That he leaves them in his drawer
Please don't have him cut
And have it hit the floor

I want him to be safe
Not to bleed again
Don't want him to go
To how it was back then

Because having cut
And having a shiny blade
Many ex-cutters
Would think they have it made

I hope this doesn't happen
I hope and pray at night
That my love is safe
And that he's alright