As I lay in my room
That is now darkened
By the black sky
I lay on my bed
Thinking
About how my whole life
Is going wrong
And how much I hate living
I just want to die!
Cut my skin one last time
But yet I fear death
It's a mixed emotion
I look at the blade
Sitting on that shelf
I'm so anxious
Anxious to cut
So I grab it!
And I sit there
Cutting deep
Into my skin
Every single one
Bled..
They all bled badly
But it made my death quicker
I could feel me fading
And then everything goes black
And my soul leaves my body
My whole life
I thought I was inhuman
Because I felt
Like I didn't have a soul
But yet I do
And now its free
And I am gone
Forever
Author notes
Option 5..WB #2
didn't use sinfuly or unforgiving
Written July 30th, 2006
In a list
A contest entry
- *OPTIONS*something for everyone! by WhollySurrendered.
300 points, ended August 2, 2006, 22 entries
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honestly....suicidal stuff freaks me out cuz one of my friends was like that and she scared me so I've had a few like this one but since I didn't put it in the rules you're safe....great poem despite all that though, way to improvise, awesome!
<3 always,
K-Jo
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