Night time has come
The time of sadness
For this is the time
When my depression emerges
I don't know why
But it only comes at night
Maybe because
No one is around
And I'm lonely
But I'm lonely all the time
So it doesn't make sense
I can't fit the pieces together
Everyday I try to think
Of why I'm depressed
And everyday
I don't get any closer
So I've given up trying
I'm just going to deal with it
Because it's never going to leave
And I've come to realize that
And I'm not going to fight it anymore
People are going to tell me
No you shouldn't give up
That's the worst thing you could do
Well they don't feel what I do
They don't see
What I do when I'm depressed
I sit here
And I cry..
I hit my head against the desk
Put my head on my knees
Or rest it on the desk
Thinking
About how much it sucks
About how I want to die
It's not that great
I wish I had someone to talk to
But I don't anymore
And it's my own fault
For I chose to do this
I chose not to tell him anymore
And no one else knows but him
But I guess I'll hold it in
It's all I have left
It's all I can do
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Written July 27th, 2006
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Fantastic
I can realate to this almost too well. this is REALLY good the words flow together great! please keep writing -
this is really good. I know how oyu feel. maybe you only break down at night is because that when you feel safest, when there isn't anyone around to try and cheer you up, cause maybe you want to be cheered up but inside you don't want to, not yet at least. but thats only my opinion. I enjoyed this peice, keep writing, your really good.
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I understand this so perfectly, and it's a beautiful write...
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