I really don't know why I even bother anymore
I don't know why I fight it
For even when I win
I lose
My soul gets damaged
It's hard to explain
I really don't know why I even bother anymore
I try to find happiness
But I know it will never come back
It's a distant memory
Fading....
And with time it will be gone
I really don't know why I even bother anymore
I try to have a heart to heart talk
But I can't with him
I just don't have the courage
To say to him
Whats on my mind
I really don't know why I even bother anymore
I want to tell my mom
That there's something wrong
But she'll send me away
And I don't want that
I don't need that
I really don't know why I even bother anymore
I try to lose weight
I try with all my might
But in the end
When I step on that scale
My heart gets broken
I really don't know why I even bother anymore
She tells me she wants to cut
And I try to help her
But in the end she does it anyways
So my words don't help at all
And in the end I feel like a failure
I really don't know why I even bother anymore...
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Written July 26th, 2006
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Sad, and Good!
This is a very sad write Sara!
You need to look inside!!! Your self!
and, see What's making... You, So... Depressed!
And, then! You can get rid! of what's bothering...
You! And, go! on!!!! It will only happen! If, you let it!
Your such a pretty girl! And, you are! Way... to young!
to be depressed!!!! You have your Hole......... Life!!!!
Infront!!!! of you! And, know, one! can take that! a-way!!!!
In-less, You! Let! Them!!!!
I remember, when I was your age! I went, through! a-lot!!!
That's just it! Honey, it's your age! You feel, you will,
Never!!!! Surrive!!!! But, You! Will!!!!
With, God's help! You!!!! Will!!!!
You, don't look like you need, to lose weight! to Me!!!!
Focus, on the good things!
You have a natural, talent!!!! for writing!
Keep it up!
And, like I said: Your way to pretty!!!!
To frown!
Hope! this, Helps!!!!
"Smile"
and, Hug's!
~Rena -
For a game you don't fight is just a game you can't win. Perhaps too much do we look at the short term, faliure isn't always weighed, it's when we give up and break again that we have lost. Dont' give up, and you won't lose. And if for that one moment you break, don't lose it all, don't quit the fight, stand up and try again. I liked your expression and your words, I felt them... well done!
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