It's been so Long
It's been so hard,
these thoughts racing
through my mind.
I want to be Strong.
I NEED to be strong.
I can't Fuck Up.
Not again.
If i start up again,
I'm afraid i won't stop
this time.
I'd feel like such a Failure,
I wouldn't be able to look
in the mirror.
Fucking up is the worst thing
i could do.
I've been so great for such a
long time.
Well, A long enough time.
The Mental pain is so hard to take
sometimes.
Should i do it? Shouldn't i do it?
I never let myself answer the Questions.
I just don't think about it.
Try to make all the hurtful things go
away.
I wish i could be Okay again.
I wish i never started.
What will i do?
What happens if i do it again?
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Written July 25th, 2006
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awwwww sweetie! what exactly were you talkin bout in this poem? cutting? or something along those lines! i feel your pain and confusion in that poem hun! it was awesome! remember there are always people to talk to before you do silly things though k? great write!
Kendyl
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Good!!!
That's pretty good! Keep up the good work!
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