Last night
I cried my eyes out
From 3-5am
I found out something
The reason we're going
To different High Schools
It's all my fault
But seriously it is
I had the choice
To go the North
But I was fucking stupid
And I chose to go to South
I basically dumped
Our relationship down the drain
It's all my fault
I could of saved us both
So many tears
And heartache
But no..I was stupid
Last night I felt so bad
These words come from my mouth
"I can't feel any worse then I do
At this very moment.
I'm at my sadness peak.
My heart couldn't get broken anymore.
It's shattered into a million pieces."
I could of saved us both!
Why was a so stupid!?
These days it seems
Like everything is my fault
And I hate it
With all the million pieces
Of my heart
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Written July 24th, 2006
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This is as said very passionate, sad and heartbreaking. Maybe God has a plan for your separation such as giving you both time apart to become stronger for the time you meet again
always try to look at the bright side of things. and you have to stop blaming yourself hun. Quit thinking everything is your fault. Another thing I just noticed is Morgana raven is in your AP family???
SHE is such a sweet heart!!!!!!!!! She is very encouraging with my poetry,. I was talkin to her last night and you and didnt even know yall knew one another, lol
Good luck and God bless. -
This poem is passionate! You had the choice to make and you chose to go to school in a different area. It is not the end of the world. Choices are options. The other person had a choice as well. They chose to go to the other school.
No matter how upset you are right now, everything happens for a reason. Don't be so hard on yourself.
Things that are meant to be will not pass you by. Keep your chin up my dear.
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