me

You're my love and you're my hate
You're my rose and you're my blade
You're the first thing in my mind when I close my eyes
You're the first one I think of when I cry
I love it when you try to be cute
I hate it when you try to deceive me
I want you every minute of every day
I want you to want me, in every single way
I love you, but you kill me
I don't know what to do
I'm much too scared to share my feelings once again
the fear of fucking you over one more time
I Love you, so should I stay away?
So I cant hurt you?
So I don't break your heart?

Author notes

i know the message isnt quite clear but its about two people who care deeply about eachother, but they constantly are messing around, and not pulling the trigger.
Written July 23rd, 2006