I hope not to be forgotten
Not gone wrong (though some may think)
Gone 'cause of what's gotten
My family anew
Leona my dear of 25
A daughter too
All of *holds up his hand* this many: five
New house moved into
No free connection in town
So for a while
The internet will stay down
But love will last
And soon i'll be back
We'll all have a laugh
About the time i left and came back
I miss you all so much
So many i can list only a few
No names for people
That only leads you to misconstrue
You all were missed
Without any doubt in my mind
Not replaced but backshelved
For true love i did finally find
From cacawallabies
To little vampire elves
Wrestling fanatics
To those who've played in my hammock
I miss you all, and i can't wait to be home.
Author notes
well if any of you care, and i know a few of you still do, i do exist, just i exist with no internet at the moment, as you(hopefully) picked up from above: i've moved out of my parents house(no free connection) and moved into a house(renting) with Leona(my baby, who's 25, i know, it shocked me too
) and her daughter who is 5(6 on oct. 30th, name's Victoria) we are pregnant with her husbands 2nd baby(he's in jail, long story, maybe i'll tell it when i'm back) they are seperated and will be getting divorced(i didn't wreck this home, i promise!!) what else...i stopped dealing *listens for the collective pouty "awwww"*(don't worry i still smoke and got mad hooks)...got a new "economic" car, burns as much oil as i save in gas(from a v8 to a 4-banger)...new job that i've done before so my training period was like... "that's your machine" me-"thanks" that's it
13/hr to start, prob 14/15$ when i get hired on(2 months from now) hope to have a new car by then...maybe i'll have insurance and registration too, and a license again(again i'll tell you when i get back
) yeah, that's all for now, i love you all, and i miss you guys so much, soon, i promise
Written July 22nd, 2006
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Hmm, I realize you posted this eons ago...but hey! I can comment just the same.

I'm glad to see things were/are going so well for you. I'm sure a lot of people (other thanme, since I had disappeared before this) missed you very much...and I won't be surprised if you don't even remember. me.
Ah well, just thought I'd leave my two cents' worth.
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Hey john... we all miss you too!
yes I've been down that road as well where I didn't have a connection to my friends!
We'll be waiting with baited breath when you get a chance to get back and connect with us all here at allpoetry!
Keep penning on one stroke at a time!
Bill -
Oh and about you being in love....Im very happy for you...now Im just waiting for me to find someone lol....and YAY you mentioned me....that gave me a smile...I hope Leona and you have a great life and hug her and Victoria for me because youre happy and Id like to thank them for making you happy....
and I am glad you stopped dealing.....congrats on the new job....Hope to see you around
-Nikki -
well....heres a shocker...Im preg....17 weeks to be exact...Im hoping for a girl...I'll name her Rose....if not William will be the boy....the way it happened...you can guess...my dad wants to kill the guy who did it...it happened in FL. Now Im in WV moving again....dad keeps thinking Canada...but it'll probally be PA or NY....wish me luck on the baby....Im scared....


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i don't use myspace, but i do have one
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How typical that just when I get back online, you leave. Ahhhh, such is the story of my life. Broken hearts all the time. I think I found you on myspace. You should work on your profile though cause it doesn't say anything about anything. K well add me to your friends when you get back on. Luv ~ Rora
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I'm so happy for your, John. So happy.
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*laughs having forgotten jajawallaby* you're too cute sissaboo
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^_^ yay.!!! i am cacawallaby >.> go me -does dance-
haha love you bubby jaja
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I'm so glad to hear from you and I"m glad you're doing well. I'm so happy for you!!!
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smiles John.. im glad to know you havent fallen off the face of the earth... misses your hammock
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hehehe, i forgot about the grilled cheese's yeah, we're super duper lovers now
i can't wait to see you running in little gay circles
hehe, ttysoon Dakota
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it's not just your work, It's you life.
John, i misses you
and you and Leona. awwn makes me so happy. I love Leona
she is such a greta person
tell her the little busser Dakota says hi!
and I am glad that you stopped dealing.
it makes me smile to see you are climbing out of your coccoon(shut up if the spelling sucks ^.^)
anyways wanna message me back
that would make me so happy
i will dance and run around in a circle like a fag
like usual right?
and maybe i'll get a special grilled cheese sandwhich with
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Amazinggggggg John...like all your other stuff. You're such a great writer...and need to keep it up.
HOLY CRAP SON.
I missed you soooooo muchh hehehe.
COME BACK TO MEEE
Tori
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