Last night I laid in bed
I couldn't sleep
Thoughts of the pain from one before
Thoughts of that returning
I don't want to feel that hurt again
I don't want to hear about you touching another
How can you even want to or even dream or think about that
I thought you loved me I thought you cared
Is this all just some kind of game to you
I don't understand anymore
You told me it would get better one day
It only gets worse
How can I let you have a break
I told you know you will stay faithful if you truly love me so
Do you no see the fear in my eyes
That very thought send my stomach in knots
What am I supposed to do sit here and let it eat me alive
I love you and I always will but if something happens
Will I be able to return
How would I be able to trust again
After you've repeatedly broken my heart into pieces
I guess I'll just wait to see if you yet again make another mistake
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Im completley confused right now
Written July 21st, 2006
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this is an old write but thanks for the comment
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Nice write ... poetry eases the pain and lets you scream your hurt. You are so young and have a whole life in front of you:- live it, enjoy it, and most of all love yourself. Yesterday I had a horrible argument with my ex, and while driving I was still seething with anger, then had to stop at the red traffic lights and a couple crossed the road. He was helping his girlfriend who was in a wheelchair with both legs amputated. Made me cry, thank God and caress my feelings ... I want to live life cause there is love around me - no matter how ... cause God is beautiful and so are we. take care and God bless
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aww. i am sorry you're hurting. the poem is really good. it is the first of your poetry i have read and i am impressed... i think i will read more!
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