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How could She!!

I can't take it
My mom treats me like
I'm a burden in her life
She told me
I was hopeless and worthless
When she said that
I wanted to burst out
In salty tears
But I held it in
So she thought
Her cruel words didn't hurt
I hate my life
I get yelled at for everything
If I speak my opinion
I get yelled at
If I say one word
I get an evil
Gut wrenching stare
And my dad always takes
My moms side
So sometimes
I have 2 people against me
They say I don't do anything
Well either does my dad
But does my mom yell at him
No..
It's because they see me
As smaller weaker pray
When something isn't cleaned up
Who do you think gets blamed?
Me..even if I didn't do it
They just blame me
Because they take the easy way out
And when I say I didn't do it
They don't believe me
Like I'm lying
Sometimes I wish
I wasn't born
My mom has made me cut myself
She has put me though hell
She has made me want to die as well
Only 4 days ago
She can hurt my feels so bad
And she doesn't even care to notice
She calls me fat
I don't know how much more of this I can take
She acts like I'm not her daughter
Sometimes...
And she acts like I don't matter
Or like I'm not a human being
Maybe I'am a burden
Maybe I should just leave
Ugh
See what she has done
She has made my sad life
Even worse

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Written July 21st, 2006

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  • breaking heart
    July 21, 2006
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    claps wildly very very good! I loved it. I'm sad though of what you have to go through, you should talk to your parents about how you feel, sometimes it works out to be good. You can come to me if you need ssomeone to listen. I don't mean to be all mushy and stuff, just know that i'll be here 4 ya


  • SpasticTwitch
    July 21, 2006
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    I know exactly how you feel, my dad yells at me for everything, has made me cut myself, and tells me im worthless, basically, my story is almost the same as yours only the parents roles in this are switched around. I hope things get better for you. Just remember that even when you think you are all alone, or that no one loves you, God does, and He is ALWAYS there for you, when you need help, all you have to do is ask. If you ever need to talk to anyone about it, you can always talk to me. Good luck, great write!


  • Inside and out
    July 21, 2006
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    I feel terribly sad reading this poem. Please remember that this is not your problem that it is theirs. You are a valuable human being. It is unfortunate that the ones that you trust and love the most are hurting you. What doesn't kill you makes you stronger. Stay strong dear one.

  • Angelsinwaiting13
    July 21, 2006
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    Great Write

    I am very sorry that you are going thru this but try to remember what hurts you can sometimes only make you stronger. Id there a way out for you do you have other family to go to...I will pray for you and hold your head up .. Good write, very intense with your feelings...