I can see now how much of a fool I have been
Why did I think I should stop talking
to the one who leads
when direction is what I seek?
DO I MAKE SENSE?
but it would appear that damage is sevre.
When I can't rise from my lowly demenor
to worship
I don't know how long I could go in this state
before I would want to end things.
I don't want to live life unless I can worship You.
I know You never leave
but why do I feel so far from you?
But i've turned from my stupid ways
and trust . . . I know you will lead me home.
and soon.
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yeah, so for some stupid reason, I thought that NOT talking to God and NOT worshiping Him in the mornings would help me come closer to answers which I am taking the week off to find 
Someone find me the dunce hat . . .
Written July 20th, 2006
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and NO, I am not suicidal. I figure I would get that up in the air before someone asked.
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