It's Brewing Inside

The depression
It's sinking in
Deeper
&
Deeper
With each passing day
I can feel it
I was only depressed
When people
Weren't' around
But now
With 10 people
Around me
It strikes!
It's a thunder storm
Brewing
It's calm
Gaining it's power
When it has enough
BOOM
Thunder and Lightning
Will crash and collide
And my depression
With over take me
And I will be gone
Forever.....
To never be
"normal" again
So these days
Are now considered
My happy days
Because soon
They will be getting worse
Each day I edge closer
And closer
I'm starting to lose control
Control of my actions
And Control of my emotions
Soon I will be lonely
My family will lose hope
And everyone will
Think I'm insane
I'll get sent somewhere
And people will forget
About the fun person I was
They will only remember
And see what I now am,
A hopeless
Worthless
Human being
With no purpose
So remember me
As I was
Not what I have become