Because every time you called, every time you spoke, every time I got into your car, I felt unsafe. Like the very ground I was walking on was unstable. My level of insecurity rose and rose until I thought I would be sick. And then I'd hang up, or you'd drop me off, and the relief was just too much. You know when you think something awfuls going to happen, like your parents will catch you drinking, or you completely missed curfew, and then everything turns out ok? You know how you feel so overwhelmingly fine? Thats the relief I felt. And it exhausted me. I'm tired. Thats why.
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They say that the person who says "we" the most during a fight finds the best resolution. Notice how I never said "we".
Written July 12th, 2006
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what is this about??? WHO... is this abot?? i know it has to be something personal or close to you or else you would have used a strong tone in it!! call me... lata
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