Crying

Sometimes I just feel like crying
I want to let it all out
Sometimes I don't feel like trying
I just want to scream and shout

There is so much that's wrong
in the world and in my life
I'm just not very strong
I can't make it through tonight

But crying never solves anything
Just like band-aids don't heel scars
and my salty tears slide down and sting
soaking the wounds of my broken heart

So what am I suppose to do
I know I can't fix this on my own
I'm lying on my face before You
knowing I'm not worthy of Your throne

My pillow is wet tonight
In the morning it will be dry
All the evidence will be out of sight
Except my puffy eyes

And everyone will wonder
But no one will ever ask
"Is there something wrong with her"
Because they can't see behind the mask

All I want is someone who loves me
Who will always dry my tears
I want someone to want me
Who will take away my fears

Yet here I am, still alone, crying
and I'll probably stay this way
Even though inside at night I'm dying
You would never know it during the day