Can't Escape

ive realized
i cant escape
not the depression
or metaphorical rape
the every day problems
the odd stuff too
all the pain
of loving you
i wasnt supposed to
i was supposed to give it up
now i quiver
when you just say sup?
its hard for me
to hold and kiss
the man who gave
me up for this
this being
my best friend
the only one
there in the end
thats what kills
to think i had you
but you left with my love
and your love too
it hurts to know
you want me again
now that you realize
you cant have my friend
or maybe you really care
maybe im wrong
but i cry
when i hear that song
about two lovers
who gave it away
to be with others
and now they say
how much they still love them
and how they want it all
but i still feel like
i missed my call
the call that said
i love you
from you to me
well i love you too
thats what hurts
to think of us again
when way back then
you left for a friend
but you say you care
and hold me tight
kiss me too
o you'll call me tonight
ill be there
to answer it now
and then it hits me
of just how
i let you go
way back when
but i love you now
and i loved you then
so please come back
and hold me tight
and trust me when i say
ill love you right
cuz i cant escape
my feelings for you
i must admit
i love you too...