Blood remains to stick to my head
Bashing at my mind to return
Washed from the shores of certainty
I walk upon dry land of desire
Beauty vanishes
Deeds of ruin emit rays of lust
Only in love will the light come from
Speaking words of insane reason
This is where I die only to live once more
Madness accumulates
Going down to exile myself from the tribes
The tribes of self-conscience suicide
They think they are the rues of midnight
But not in my own unconscience harems
Electrons burst
How do I cut my heart from my chest?
How do I die to communicate with the dead?
Do I cut my eyes from oblivion and darkness?
Or do I vanish from the world with a whimper?
This is it, is it not?
I am gone, straight down to the depths
Gothic passion comes back to return to me
And I weep at the sight of humanity's grave
I want to die, but at the cost of life, no
I die tonight
Author notes
This poem consists of some lines that I was saying over and over again. When I started, more words kept piling and this was the result. It means nothing, really, to me. Enjoy...
Written July 10th, 2006
