I fell asleep, I fell into a dream where my eyes could not open-
They were encrusted with sleep, almost like superglue.
But oh, I wouldn't want to wake up from any dream with you,
it's so wonderful to know my comfort blanket is right there,
ever smothering and loving. And you are my cough medicine;
you pacify me without ever really helping me pick myself up.
You are the surgeon carving a false smile into my face,
it must be alright because I'm smiling, it's all your fault-
you carved the lie, closed my eyes and pacified me.
I love you my dear, but I'm so fake I can't tell if it's me,
or just the girl you made me into.
Author notes
Aw. A commentary on my last relationship. It's been a long, long time everyone.
Written July 7th, 2006
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it makes me angry, sort of.
in the way i interpreted it anyways.. i hate how some people get together and fall in love.. but have nothing between them.
its all a charade. game. being played.
and soon enough, it gets played out. no one should get hurt because it was never real to begin with. one builds up this make-believe person and bases the relationship on his/her ideals. changing who they were. masking imperfections.
falling in love with one who ceases to exist.
im sorry if thats how it went in your relationship.
no one should have to fake an identity to discover love.
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it's very nice even if it's a past relationship it's still very nice you muct of cared for her very much
-ice princess
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