i don't deserve this life anymore.
worthless piece of crap. that's me.
always angry. always hating what should be loved.
i am unproductive. incomprehensible. intangible.
I'm begging to be over. done with it. forever
but this pain. it speaks the truth.
pain is something earned. and i have payed my dues.
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Written July 7th, 2006
