I'm so sick of being hurt
It seems relationships are full of pain and heartache
We get hurt day after day
In this tragedy we call life
People tell you they care
They say they love you
but then they turn around and stab you in the back
And you realize its all bullshit
I'm always being sent on guilt trips
until I give in and give him whatever he wants
I'm getting sick of it all
My heart feels like its going to explode any minute
Relationships are supposed to be full of love
But mine is just full of misery most of the time
It gets so hard to breathe sometimes
I feel as if he is suffocating me
He is always trying to control everything I do
As if he thinks he owns me
Like I'm just some piece of property to him
It seems I am of no value at all
I try to end it
but he always blackmails me with things I've told him
It's like I can never escape him
And eventually he will be the death of me
Author notes
This is just how Brian makes me feel sometimes and I decided to just write a poem about it to get the feelings out.
Written July 5th, 2006
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super writer
fuck brain he is an asshole. he is horrible to hailey. he treats her just like she describes in her poems. -
Okay like your mom and Brandie said you really don't need to be in a realtionship with him if he makes you feel like this.And i am over all that stupid shit,we were both being immature and for saying those things about you i am sorry.But back to this,brian isn't good enough for you.You deserve much much better,don't let him do this to you,i know you hold alot of pain and you need someone to care for you but he doesn't and you know that,you need to find in yourself the strength to leave him and find better.
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awww, chad commented on my poem, i feel special, lol. anywayz thanks for caring and you know id do anything for you too, even touch spiders, lol.
love ya
Hailey -
Hailey just give me the word and i can break it off with him for ya lol you know i'd do anything of ya love ya hailey
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i agree with brandie and your mom.... hes a low life you deserve so much better... and i saw how he treats you and i know that hes not good for you its not a healthy relationship.... your just goin to keep gettin hurt over and over again.... i know its not easy to let go but maybe its the best thing to do...everything will get better with time
love you
Gina -
I agree with Brandie 100% (bet you never thought that would happen in a million years)! Sounds like a recording of what we've been telling you. You deserve so much better!
Mom -
I agree with your mom
but yeah Brian he is going nowhere in life and hes trying to drag u down too. {btw I still cant believe how much of a wussy he is} Anywhom yea u know u dont need him and you know if u get back with him its going to be the same thing. Wellz ttyl
Loves,
Brandie -
ok mother, stop being Dr. Phil, lol.
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You should never, ever feel like this in any relationship. If it doesn't feel right, then it isn't right.
I love you!
Mom
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