looking back
im young, and im fucked up
diverse and violent
random and poetic
smart and a lush
experimental and an idiot for so many things
wicked and brilliant
a bitch, and a beauty
look back on ideas and the way i thought it would be
everything changes wiether you want it to or not
everything was easier before.
sex changes everything
the guys
the drugs
the lies
they all change everything
my life
16 years gone
the years have been short but the days seemed long
the memories
the looks that could kill
the highschool
the drama
the laughs and the tears
the friends and the fear
just look in the mirror
this is your life and its ending one minute at a time
look back with no regrets, at one point, watever it is you have done
was exactly wat you wanted
you can make a name for yourself
or all eyes on me. ill make you fuckin famous
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Written July 4th, 2006
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Seriously, you have been touched by the demons that walk among us.
You are stronger than they are.
Our basic essence is to love and be loved, it is as much of us as breathing. When that positive energy is not reciprocated we are drained, avoid that if you can. Keep to your heart that which is REAL, the superficial stuff is irrelevant.
Assuming you already know this advice, great job at caputuring the dicoatomy of the struggle. Remember the onlology of what makes us human.
You can not find outside yourself that what lies only within.
Peace, true happiness (more than mere immediate pleasure) and long-term contentment arise from a simple question:
Do my actions and behaviors support and satisfy my needs and goals over time?
good write
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