Disappering image

I don't feel complete. Apart of my puzzle is missing. I've never noticed this before.
This situation is unknown. I don't know how to handle this so, its spinning out of control. I can't grasp it.
As I struggle to regain my composure....I loose more and more pieces [that took me so long to capture]
The wind of a vivid imagination is jumbling my organized life. My organized masterpiece
I'm struggling more than before. My heartbeat races to the point that it skips a beat.
My thoughts, dreams, and goals are fading
I scream, but I can't hear myself, so why am i expecting others to listen?
Whats Happening?
I'm no longer losing pieces....I'm losing me