I grab my book and block it out.
The yelling and fighting,
Its all going on.
After the 1,oooth time of that threat,
You know, that one threat no kid likes to hear,
The "D" Threat
D-I-V-O-R-C-E!!
You would think after that talk we had,
How much pain it caused,
And how many tears were shed...
You'd STOP and THINK!!
If you know is the same old fight,
And you know its STILL pointless,
THAN JUST DROP IT!!!
Maybe if I told you,
Sometimes I just want to die when it all happens AGAIN.
My reason...
So I don't have to listen, or feel the pain.
Maybe once I take my life you'll see..
I was there and I cared.
Don't you see?
If I take my life...
Maybe than there won't be as much stress.
You know one less mouth to feed,
One less thing to worry about.
You might hurt a for a little while,
But sooner or later you will forget.
When I die your pain will be for a while,
Than it will move to the back of your head.
As if I were alive,
My pain would hurt forever.
Maybe if I take my life than....
Maybe just maybe than
You'll stop and think
And notice
Its not just your life you're effecting...
Its mine TOO!
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Its been hard these days. So much I wish I could get away from, you know go to my room and be alone.....its hard on the move.....AND NO IM NOT SUICIDLE JUST STRESSED OUT!!!
Written June 27th, 2006
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omg girl is this really happening to you? if it is I'm sorry.my parents have talked about divorce many times, my dad actually said if it wasnt for me he would have left long ago. well I'm here for ya girl, just call me. even if it is a 6 hour time diifference, I'm still here. or just hide in your duffel bag and FedEx yourself to me!!
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great
i feel for you. and i will have to bookmark this and later give you an applause. my parents got divorced. my dad was abusing me when i was a kid and continued to abuse me. i hope things work out for you. i am sorry that things arent doing good.
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