today i woke up
and didn't know where i was
I'm so lost
in this life
and the cost
is just to much
when i don't know anything
but that i must
find out something
just to know it
I'm not even sure
if i want to breathe
but i do it anyways
so i have enough time to decide
i didn't know my name
when i asked myself who i am
so how can i find
my true self
i just hide behind
this barrier of skin
and these laughs that are placed
at just the right moments
to fill that gaps laced
with pain and agony
seeping through my pores
is the happiness ill never
get back from your lore
and sudden departure
last night i fell asleep
because i was too scared to stay awake
Author notes
umm really bad... but who cares... no one reads this anyways
Written June 27th, 2006
