What made me like this? I really don't know. hated by so many and loved by so few. I wish I could be in the place, of almost anyone that passes by. And expirience the life that will never be mine. Kids around don't know why. Other people might say things as they go. Why do others only go with the flow!? Now it's too late to change who i am, damage is already done. To those who thought they're jsut walking by, i say couldn't u just try. to get to know me nothing more, you would see what i had in store. I now hate myself all through. All the stuff is so untrue, i'm as good as i can be, just please take the time to see!
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well. im not popular and i have abosulutly no chance with the guys i like! i hate myself i have very limited friends and wish i could die!
Written June 19th, 2006
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I'm glad to see this was written some time ago... Hopefully your self esteem isn't so low as before.
I have strong belief in having faith in ourselves because we are the only people we can count on!!!
People around are too affected by prejudice. the 13-18 or even up to 20 years of our lives are always coloured with different ways of finding a stable position. You'll get there!
Lady anairO
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U dont understand! since 5th grade peolpe talk about me behind my back, ok!? iv never been on a date, ill be happy if a boy ever talks to me! i want to know things about people, i want to be part of things. i want people to come to me and say hi instead of just them playing along when i come find them!!!!!!!
no one ever helps me no one tells me when the stuff i put on that day looked horrible, i dont have that many TRUE friends i wouldnt mind not having anyone but this is not having anyone plus bieng hated!
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I do understand! I've been treated a lot worse at school,and at home, trust me.
Average teenage crap! I used to have not a single friend, not even fake for 9 years, and being hated for 9 years.I'm not whining and complaining about it though, and that's not even scratching the surface of a bunch of crap in my life.
You don't understand that there are things a lot worse that can happen, and there are things a lot worse going on in the world around you.All of this, every single thing you're complaining about IS average teenage feelings and emotions.
Do you have enough money to pay for food?Are you starving to death? Do you have enough money to buy clothes or pets or anything else?Do you have enough money to pay for the computer you're using? You should learn to be grateful for what you do have instead of wanting to die for all this average stuff.
You have to learn that life doesn't always go your way.
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i don't really know what to say.i am sure deep down you don't wanna die.
i have never been popular even well liked.. thought never wanted to be. i have had more problems within the family than you can shake a stick at..it won't be like that forever i have come through and i am happy..
true friend are hard to find..
remember to smile..even you are not happy..ppl will smile back..
hannah
xxxxx
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i have issues with my family that i cant describe in words!!!!
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U dont understand! since 5th grade peolpe talk about me behind my back, ok!? iv never been on a date, ill be happy if a boy ever talks to me! i want to know things about people, i want to be part of things. i want people to come to me and say hi instead of just them playing along when i come find them!!!!!!!
no one ever helps me no one tells me when the stuff i put on that day looked horrible, i dont have that many TRUE friends i wouldnt mind not having anyone but this is not having anyone plus bieng hated! -
I'm sorry, but are you upset just because you aren't popular and can't get the guy you want?????!!!!!!! You shouldn't hate yourself just because of crap like that. " i have very limited friends and wish i could die!" Be grateful for the ones you have!!!! I used to have no friends at all! Would you rather have a ton of friends that don't give a damn about you, or a few good friends?You shouldn't get all worked up about small stuff like this. There are tons and tons and tons of people who go through this everyday and they always get through it.There are things a lot worse than that that people are going through in the world around you. You shouldn't be so worked up about average high school crap.
I'm sorry if I sound really harsh, but I'm just trying to get my opinion out.
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