I watched you pack up your things
you head out the door
leaving my home, and beginning a war.
I saw you throw your things into boxes
rip off the tape, to shut them up.
i asked if you were leaving and all you said was "yup"
You didn't explain, you were childish and rude.
Left without a trace, scared to end it, but did
confused and worried as you through me across the grid.
I'm not understanding, let me see through this fog
let me see how to help this family through,
reverse it all and please make it undo.
Your gone and not coming back
it's so hard for me to believe
i just never thought you'd actually leave.
I miss you so, yet your not even gone.
upstairs yelling, at the one i call mom
as she screams at you to stay calm
So leave then, it's okay
every man that's ever stood by me is gone
he'd stay up all night and be gone by dawn
It's sad i know,
I'm use to not having trust for anyone but my own
I just need to realize I'll always be alone.
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Everyman that comes into my life, leaves.
it's sad to know i'll never have a father.
Written June 15th, 2006
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This is really sad and deep. Lots of emotions it kind of makes me sad reading this. Reminds me of my dad a bit. well keep up the good work
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Wow this is very deep, and screams your pain and agony through this situation. It's truly hard when you are left helpless and unable to stop people from leaving. Through strength you'll gain happiness. Well done and keep on penning.
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Thank you.
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Thank you so much.
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yes i feel your pain to so many kids go through this kind of pain and its unfair . great writing loved it
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i feel your pain, i also experienced this, my dad was never there, he is helping another lady raise her children, but it just made me stromger, that's all, keep your head up, it will get better
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