I'm an emo kid

Dear Diary.  
Mood: apathetic.


My life is spiraling downwards.
I couldn't get enough money to go to the blood red romance and suffocate me dry concert.
It sucks because they play some of my favorite songs like Stab my heart because I love you,and rip apart my soul and of course stabby rip stab stab.
And it doesn't help that I couldn't get my hair to do that flippy thingy, either.  Like that guy from that band could do.. some days you know.

I'm an emo kid
Non comforming as be.
You'd be non comforming too if you looked just like me.
I have paint on my nails and make up on my face
I'm almost enough enough to start shaving my legs.
Cause I feel real deep when I'm dressing in drag
I call it 'freedom of expression'
Most just call me a fag.
Cause our dudes look like chicks
and our chicks look like dykes.
Cause emo is one step below transvestite.

Stop my breathing and slit my throat.
I must be emo.
I don't jump around when I go to shows.
I must be emo.

I'm dark, and sensitive with low self esteem.
The way I dress makes everyday feel like halloween.
I have no real problems but I like to make believe
I stole my sisters mascara now I'm grounded for a week.
Sulking and writing poetry are my hobbies
I can't get through a hawthorne heights album without sobbing.
Girls keep breaking up with me, it's never any fun, they say they already have a pussy, they don't need another one.

Stop my breathing and slit my throat.
I must be emo.
I don't jump around when I go to shows.
I must be emo
Dye my hair and polish on my toes.
I must be emo
I play guitar and write suicide notes.
I must be emo.

My life is just a black abyess
You know, it's so dark.
And it's suffocating me.
Grabbing ahold of me and tightening it's grip
Tighter than a pair of my little sisters jeans
... which look great on me by the way.

When I get depressed
I cut my wrist in every direction
Hearing songs about getting dumped give me an erection.
I write in a live journal and wear thick rim glasses.
I tell my friends I bleed black and cry during classes.
I'm just a bad, cheap imitation of goth.
You could read me 'Catcher in the Rye' and watch me jack off.
I wear skin tight clothes while hating my life.
If I said I liked girls, I'd only be half right.

I look like I'm dead and dress like a homo.
I must be emo.
Screw XBOX, I play old school Nintendo.
I must be emo.
I like to whine and hate my parentals.
I must be emo.
Me and my friends all look like clones.
I must be emo.

My parents don't get me, you know.
They think I'm gay just because they saw me kiss a guy.
... well a couple guys.
But, I mean, it's the 2000s.
Can't two or four dudes make out with each other without being gay?
I mean, chicks dig that kind of thing anyways.

I don't know, diary.
Sometimes I think you're the only one that gets me.
You're my best friend.

...I feel like tacos.