i dont know

Too much time has gone by,

But why cant we just say goodbye.

I've tried to move on so many times,

But some how i forget and start writing these rhymes.

You linger on my mind everyday,

Why on earth can't you just go away.

It's to late we can't go back,

Because every time I try, it's confidence that I seem to lack.

You are like a disease that i can not fight,

I'm loosing air because you holding me tight.

I don't know if we were meant to be,

But your going down a road where you won't find me.

I try not to think what could have been,

I don't want to hurt like i did back then.

i don't know where to go or what to do,

Even though i am lost with out you.

Author notes

i wrote this when me and my X broke up a while ago. i didn't know if it was the right thing to be broken up or if it was a mistake. but later that week i met my new boyfriend who now helps me through my pain from parents. and soon i am hopeing to leave this ungodly place away from all of this pain and live with josh...the love of my life.
Written June 11th, 2006