Mommy...

Mommy why don't you love me?
Why can't I feel your gentle, soothing touch?
Actually mommy I don't think I could feel your touch anyways
What are you doing to us mommy?
I'm numb at times...
And then at others I'm so jittery I can't stay still
Last night was something different
I've never felt that way before mommy
I felt kind of sloshy
Just loose and free of feeling
But now my head is pounding mommy
What's happening out there to you
All I want is for you to love me
But I guess compared to coke, heroin, and alcohol I'm second best
Wait mommy I didn't mean it!
Please!
I'm sorry I'll be good!
Stop hitting your tummy please!
Mommy!
Stop it mommy you're killing me!
Mommy I knew you loved your drugs
And I'm sorry I compromised your ability to use them...
But mommy even though you didn't love me
I still loved you..