I Tried Not to Let

I tried not to let
My heart fall apart
But I lost my control
Before it would start

I tried not to let
My tears overflow
But my eyes let them fall
Before healing would grow

I tried not to let
My screams pierce the night
But somebody heard
And I ran from the light

I tried not to let
My darkness surround
But I'm blind and confused
In the darkness profound

I tried not to let
My life run its line
But somebody asked
So I said I was fine

I tried not to let
My heart start to cry
So I gave up my sadness
And watched the pain die