Melodic

So melodic,the way you move
why do i stare,with such intent
my situation will not approve
images stuck in my head,with discontent

head in my hands,what do i do from here
the thoughts and memories coming near
all this time i thought they were left behind
but now they come back and may again leave me blind

I realize now I've made a mistake
one that only time can erase
if not,will leave my mind opaque
i wonder will anything be able to replace
the events of that day,the five minuets of fame
one question left,will this side of me ever tame?