Alcohol infused mind

i am wise, i know all
i am not scared anymore
it tingles down my body
it is my protector
helps me feel secure
lets me live how i want
and apperciate what i am
if only for a moment
it whisks a smile onto my face
helps me drain out all my tears
listens to my problems without judgment
i can feel myself leaving
the shores of humanity
seeking better things
yet as i loose control, letting it take over
i realise my ship is sinking
getting pulled along with the tide
rowing without oars
it'll take a while for me to get back to dock
with regret that i drifted too far
but then when my feet are back on solid ground
i see it again
beckoning me to another adventure
another realm where all problems are erased
and temptation is all to much
i eagerly lap it up
it wants me like i do it
we are in this together
partners in the sweet hopeless taste
of an abstract reality