Bundle

Everything I’ve ever felt
Rolled inside
Unseen, unhelped
Growing larger
Its weight heaving
And down I fell empty bleeding
Anger turned into blind rage
Curses myself
And this life I’ve made
Others came
In the way of my fist
I blame them
For watching this
They laugh
Don’t know how it’s been
Living life so in-between
I stumble through
Hang my head in shame
I’m a loser
Life’s a game
The past trails with me
The futures bleak
On this path of love
I drag my feet
Alone scared
Frightened of the end
No sympathy needed
Only a friend
But friends watch me rot
Then laugh and move on
Not a care for me
Or the fact that I’m gone
No-one hears my screams now
They’ve all got deaf ears
All to preoccupied
With the smile that appears
Every time I tell myself not to cry
Its not that I’m strong
It’s just all rolled inside