So welled up with emotions that I feel nothing.
All this nothing makes me want to cry.
How do you show hurt when no one will listen?
Is it bad when emotions cause you physical pain?
My core is numb and nothing can hurt me,
so why do my insides scream in pain?
I fell like I've lost everything good in my life.
Every thing walks out on me.
Mother - dead
Lover - dead
Best Friend - found some one else
I do not blame them.
I do not even like myself.
I sit here feeling sorry for myself,
but some times you have to, or no one else will.
I do not thing I care any more,
but I guess there most be some hope
because I have not killed myself yet.
Someone please be my spark of life?
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Written May 8th, 2006
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