I Don't Want To, But I Have To...
The petals of this dying rose
Fell revealing our fate;
He loves me... he loves me n o t
Four deadly words I realized to late.
Today will deteriorate into memories
Allowing these tears to dry,
All evidence of my love will fade...
I'm leaving this love to die.
Choices purchased can't be returned.
And my heart can no longer be repaired.
I don't want to love you,
But my heart fights to hold on...
There's this screaming voice inside
Telling me you're the one.
I got along fine without you,
Never needed anyone or anything.
Now the hole has grow bigger
And you've up'd my dosage of pain.
You, tell me how I'll ever let go,
Tell me how I'll ever get by...
Missing the one thing, I thought I'd never find.
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</3 The End.
Written May 8th, 2006
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wow! this is very sad. it concerns me that you have not been on here since you wrote this. i hope that you are ok and that the pain is easing. viyanna rosemarie
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sad
. arggh, okay i've rewritten this comment three times and heres the only words i could come up with: everything with a begining, will someday have an end, it's a fact of life, and we all hate it.
sometimes the ending is sad, and tragic, but if it was what you choose, then it's your decision and you should stick with your gut instinct, things will work out kiddo, just keep your head up and know i'm always here, in spirit at least 
ur lil sis
jan -
Choices purchased can't be returned.
And my heart can no longer be repaired
gosh!! i know this feeling all too well. you have written about this very well. thank you for sharing this with me. viyanna rosemarie langager -
*hugs you tightly*
This is so sad
filled with much emotion of pain and hurt. time though will heal the wounds of your heart sweetie, just be patient for the right one will be there for you. you know you always got me if you need to talk
keep up the great writes
lots of love always
~~Tori~~
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sigh.....
It's incredible. So sad...
I love you babygirl...you my Little Princess!!!
ALWAYS!!!!
-Daddy.
♥
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This is an awesome poem. I love it! Its full of emotion. It flows perfect n I can feel your pain. Great write.
~Alyssa~
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