It seems like just yesterday
We were best friends and having fun
Now because of something stupid
All of that is done
We used to hang out every day
We were so incredibly tight
But because of something stupid
It ended without a fight
Your mom read your diary
And knew every thing that we did
The drugs, the drinking, the parties
She said "Emma, you're just a kid"
We were just kids
Maybe that was part of our downfall
We were caught up in all of the fun
And we didnt seem to care at all
She knew about the drugs I bought you,
The alcohol I supplied,
The boys we would hang out with
And the other ones on the side
You were always the influence
But you didnt tell her that
You let her believe that I was the bad one,
I was the skeezy rat.
My life changed completely
When she said we could no longer speak
And you didnt even fight her on it
You just gave in. But you werent weak.
You knew what you were doing
But you didnt seem to mind
Our friendship meant nothing to you
You couldnt wait to leave me behind
I never saw it coming
I thought you had my back
But when it came right down to it
I could swear you were on crack
You let it all go so easily
Almost like you wanted me gone
I was completely fooled
You played me like a pawn
I couldnt believe it was over
My worst fears had come true
I was alone with no one in sight
No friends, no life, no you.
I spent a long time hating myself
And blaming myself for your actions
But I realize now
That you were just a slight distraction
Im a better person now
Than I ever was before
I live life day to day
I cant be stopped anymore
I have amazing friends
I cherish every moment I am given
I look forward to life
I am driven
And its all thanks to you.
Author notes
Written May 7th, 2006
What did you think
Comments
1 - 5 of 5
-
This is a very heart-felt poem. as i read through it i could really feel the emotion you put into it. i know how bad it hurts to loose your best friend. i lost my best friend over something very stupid, and honistly if she wasn't willing to fight for our friendship then nither was i. if she could let it go so eazly then so could i. keep your head held hi, and i know you have other friends that will always be there for you. stay stromge no matter what life may throw your way. Much Love Always,
Heather Ireland -
ohhhhhh well hopefully it gets a good grade it deserves it
-
nah.
i had to write it for class. thats why its up. -
well i never ever read your stuff anymore and i dont really talk to you but i remember when all this went down and well how bout thanks ex best friend as a title? just a thought
-
this is a good poem. i really like it. I'm glad you're a better person now because of it
Sonya ¢¾
Edited on May 08, 2:37 p.m. because 'felt like it?'.
Adding your comment:
1 - 5 of 5
3 old applause
