When he lies

In one’s eyes.
There’s a sudden pulse of doubt that spreads like wild fire.
A doubt that can only be accompanied by an out-of control love,
For another human, when they lie.

The unknowing thought that truly haunts the ardent heart and soul
Quickly turns from gold to a sinister disease,
When touched my the slightest wrong.

It falls like water with the force of a midnight storm;
Changing, screaming, erupting.
I could lose my mind at this moment;
I could lose everything in my control.

I am- changing, screaming, erupting. A spiral.
A cog in the axis in my mind has left its place.
I am off balance, I am insane, I am not to blame;
I cannot replace the ominous demon that grasps and shakes me.
Oh, the Out-of-control love for another human, when he lies,
It rapes my heart.