What To Do

What do I do,
When I have no trust for you?

What do I do,
When you make me not wanna love you?

Now you wanna change,
but how do I know it's real?

It's always the same thing,
what does all this mean?

You say you can't live without me,
But yet we always fight!

You say you wanna make me happy,
And then it's always the same thing.

Tell me how am I supposed to believe
that you are being real this time,

"Just one more chance,"
And then it all comes back around

I don't know what to do,
and I'm trying to care.

What am I to do,
when my heart can't take anymore.

How do you expect me to forgive again,
It's all I ever do.

I wanna make you happy,
Truely I do....

But it's my turn to be happy too.

I always put people first,
fuck how I feel...

I need to be happy too
This is all so unreal.

You scare me to death
And make me cry

What am I supposed to do
To make you understand

I'm hurting so bad
There's not much more left

I'm acting like I don't care
When really I do

But I need to be strong
my hearts been breaking for too long.

You keep shit bottled up
Well so do I

I kept my pain inside
And now here it comes

This is what happens
When you fall in love

I'm not sure what to do
And I don't know how to trust you

But while we're apart
I'll think of what to do.