Haunted Mind

My mind is haunted, every room, every corner
These ghosts fly around, each one mocking me, making me miserable
These ghosts are not some lost spirits, wondering souls who never found their way home
These ghosts are the remains of what never existed, and what will never be
They are the ghosts of girls I never spoke too, friends I never had
They are the ghosts of expiriences I never expirienced, feelings I never felt
Every time I over think a situation, every time I hesitate, a chance passes
The chance to partake in some part of life, and I always just miss it
so all that remains are these thoughts of failure, and fantasies of how it could be
Those thoughts haunt me every second I am awake, They are slowly eating away at me
Instead of learning from my mistakes, I just make new ones
These thoughts are only discouraging
Now the ghosts are over flowing in my mind, there is little room left
Soon, the ghosts will take over, and I will be out of my mind
Just the haunting thoughts left in there, taking control, forcing their evil