When you died...

When you died gran you took my life with you,
You took everything that made me happy,
You took away my guardian angel
because she died with you.
When we knew you where dieing the nightmares didn't stop
I watched you die every night in my dreams
I saw everyone who loves you fall apart
Every one cried and mum even screamed
When we lost you gran we lost our minds
and nothing can heal us it seems not even time
Ever since you died my life has become hell on earth
Mum and dad are divorcing and the pain seems to be getting worse
My heart has been broken so many times
And I cant carry on this way I cant continue to cry
I've lost so much since I lost you but what hurts more than all
Is that I know if you where here you would never let us fall
We'd still be a family and my life wouldn't be this bare
I wouldn't be this shamefully depressed and never this scared
Because since you died my whole life has changed
And we need you back to help us on our way
But since we are all living and you cannot
I guess we will all continue to hurt alot