Can my heart mend after this?

YOur a wrath with an angels body
A demon with a smile of gold
And i'm spellbound to you
Your a killer with his lip like weapons
Crystal eyes and a heart of coal
Do you even know what love means?
There's no such love in bleeding mascara
YOu've showed me a trail of your dead lover's path
ANd i'm to the finish line
I wish i could just let go
Of all the joy and all the pain
I took your guilt and placed it into me
I need to kiss it goodbye
Our last dance will end fatally
I wish i could replace my memories
That makes my blood run cold
When i hold you
I feel your eyelashes on my cheek
As they lacerate my flesh
A pain never so good
Give me your hand and never let go
I'm done with your promises
I feel i'm taking blood oaths
You take me
Take me away and kill me slowly
I'll never be the same
I'm losing control and its all that i can do not to black out
And fall into lust with you
But i need to withdrawl
You keep me down here
YOur complcency has been your downfall
Nobody made you king of the world
And i'm here to dethrone you
Grasping straws as they fall
Maybe i'll make a splint for your broken ego
Did you mistake me for a fool
Or are you to blind to see your every effort in destroying me has failed
Hate can be a positive emotion
When it forces you to better yourself
Piece by piece i've built my wall
And burned the brigdes down
That lead back to  people like you
So full of malice so full of scorn
You tried to steal my soul
I will not be broken
Though i am the one that bleeds
I can't hide the monster anymore
One can only feel so desolate for so long
Until one starts tjo change into something a mirror doesn't recongize
The darkness had been biding its time
To claim its latest victim
My heart is dead and so are you
But where to begin
YOu live in sin its hard to look at saints
Without there reflection their jet black aurous back on you
All i have is hope
My inner burns not fading
All i have is hope
And all i need is time
To be buried alive
Under 6 feet of time
The lies that told me about myself
I claw my way out
And pick the splinters from under my finger nails
I won't lose hope
I won't give in
Just live and breathe
Try not to die again