What a Beautiful Thought

My hands tremble, tremors of fright,
the thoughts run rampant in my mind,
I can't have you, at least not tonight,
And I don't want to be left behind.

I have been trying so hard, to win this war,
And prosper amongst the life and reality,
But I have stopped, to admire and adore,
One single person of confidentiality.

I slowed my steps, and stood there amazed,
Looking in awe at this beautiful person.
Yet, she stood there and acted unphased
I shed a tear, hoping it wouldn't worsen.

But alas, it seems it has grown in size,
The monster that restrains it all away,
I stand and watch as she reaches for the prize.
Never touching, but there will be a day.

I want to help her conquer this 'cage',
And watch her spread her wings and fly,
But it seems that this is another page,
Of a story I want to fix, before I die.

Don't get me wrong, there are feelings involved,
I don't say that this is just another tale,
I just want to see these bad things resolved,
And maybe be able to see something not fail.

I want to be able to say, that these two people
Will be able to look past the tides of evil,
Standing there atop the hill, like a steeple.
Like it has been the greatest act of retrieval.

What gets me down is this time period,
We both have to go through this agony,
What could go wrong, well the amount is myriad.
But in the end, it would be the raw form of ecstasy.

So here we wait, like two birds looking at the sky,
Waiting for the right time to break away,
When this cage finally opens up, we wave "Goodbye."
And we will take the chance we have without delay.