Allie

Dear Allie,
This poem is for you this is for your birthday and i want you to know no matter what happens i love you and I'm proud of you!

P.s. It is written as if you are writing it and is about you just so you know

One day I'll drain the blood
That belongs to us
So it only belongs to you
I want nothing to do with you
So I will bleed so I don't ever have to think about
You again
So I can be free of your curse
I blame you for my sadness
And I want you to know that the day you
Took her from me I finally broke
It hurt more than I can tell
It broke me more than anyone can fix
I dream about what you did
Wake up in tears that you have made me shed
I wont forgive and I shouldn't have too
I loved you once
But now I bleed
Cause I cant stand the thought
Of you being part of me...
You took way my hope
And you made me cry
They all might forgive you
But i wish you would die
I want just so show you how i feel
To mail you my skin
Cut fresh from my arm
Show you the pain than will never truly fade
But now i grow happy
And now I'm loved
I have a true family
And there my real blood
I wont let you come back
And take this away
I wont let u
If I have to do it my self
I will make you pay
My tears will not go to waste
I promise you if it the last thing that I do
I won't let you hurt the people
I love
I won't let you hurt me ever again.



Okay this is how i think you feel about him and when i say family just in case you didn't get that i meant Me and Lissa and Cracker and Jess and Jo Jo and everyone!!

We All Love You Allie
Sooooooo Much
Happy Birthday
Anastasia