the rain drops down washing the tears off my face
I wish it would instead wash away all of this pain
this pain won't kill me but fill me with a rush of 'what if?''s
the sky trembles and releases a bolt of lightning.
and I wonder when will I ever again have you beside me
it kills me inside that I kept it all so hidden.
the clouds position themselves over any signs of light
leaving me hopeless and lost without a sign of you
I wonder around lost and confused, still asking, what if?
what if ...?
I could have had you?
what if...
you would have wanted me too?
what if...
I wouldn't have lost you?
what if...
you didn't want to lose me too?
what if...
I told you that I loved you?
what if...
you would have said
that you loved me too?...
Author notes
not my best...
but honestly...
what if?
Written April 18th, 2006
What did you think
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Im really sorry I never said goodbye... lol sorry I cant take full credit for this piece. (laughter)
But on a realy note this was really good, I like the way you set it up, almost like an intro to a really good song. I really think you should expand this, make it longer, tell more of the story that this could be apart of. anyway havea a good one.
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Well again I'll state What if...? is the worst and most hurtful question in the world because it can lead to so many answers and so many ways that one may never know. I like how you asked you questions and I know I've asked what if you said you loved me too?
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Full of pain and truth of life. Our whole life's are nothing but what if's. We could fill buckets with them before our time is done. Yet that is not the answer. the past is from learning from and doing differently the next time. Each lesson helps ready you for the next, so live and learn and try to keep the "WHAT IF'S" WHERE THEY BELONG.
Nicely done overall reads well. Loses a little of it's flow near end but nothing bad.
Nice job on thoughts.
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what if you remembered the times we shared? what if you remembered the times we stared? oh I'm adding on to your poem. U remember me? Josiah? I used to be on that chatropolis site? the anime place what was it otaku heaven? that was so long ago. I remember u cus u was one of my friends. I dunno what u have been up to. Oh sorry ur poem, what if, this is gorgeous. Maybe I didn't meet u on that site maybe it was some place else. But this is a good poem. It's like a rememberance of what u and this significant other went through, or what u wanted to go through, what if u did what if u didn't? Great write.
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Amazing! your work is great as always!
That "What if" seems so simple and looks plain if put on paper, but it really is a deep question, and like you presented here, one that usualy brings some pain with it
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I feel you.
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hehehhee Sunshine.
This was very very good! 
I haven't read your stuff in a while, and I forgot how GRRRREAT they are. hehe. xD Keep up the awesome work, my love. heheh I LOVE YOU SUGAR PIE 
Tori
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ooooOo pretty i loved it.. so sad *nods* hope your ok chica
love always
~Chrissy
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