I touch a burning candle and I feel no pain.
I look into it and it's black.
If you cut me wi' a knife, 'tis just the same.
I can't feel. My skin should crack peel. Life is what I lack.
Yet I feel my heart is aching.
And on these walls my nails are scratching.
And on these cell walls, claw marks are engraving yer name.
In the sun or in the rain, I feel no warmth nor cold.
Only a dull refrain.
And inside, I fear, I'm dead.
But still I need someone to convince me what I feels not real.
For it seems that I still have a tear to shed.
He sees me,
But he notices her heart's still beating.
He looks my way and sees that mines still bleeding.
Notice my hollow eyes and my skin's tinted blue.
Clod to the touch. A soft dead stare, yet so cold. No bagpipes or flutes played at my funeral.
I know inside that I am dead.
But my heart's still burning And my souls still yearning and my eyes hold desperation.
So go ahead. Try and tell me this love I feels not real.
For it seems I still have a tear to shed.
I touch the flame and I feel no pain.
Tell me again that you don't love me, 'tis just the same.
For now that i am dead,
I have but one tear left to shed.
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Written April 18th, 2006
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OH meh GOD mony that is beautiful and i cant believe that you still have so much tainted beauty inside of you...your brother says that when nest you come out to the valley that you will be moving ad going to wasilla...i feel that we are running out of time to see each other before i go to england and i wanted to see you one last time before you have to get a passport to come see me...i have decided that i am moving to england and am going to marry charlie (a british red-head in Bristol in my apartment building)and he wants me there as soon as i am out of school and therefore you have to hurry and get your arse out here to see me...lol you will also be the bridesmaid at the wedding...oh i have other news...i fear that when charlie came to see me we did things and i may very well be pregnant...you've been through this and i wanted you to know but you cannot tell anyone because ther is a very high likely hood that it could be twins...much love
Amanda Jo
Edited on Apr 26, 3:58 p.m. because 'spelling errors'.
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