"Hello, is anyone here today?"
You know there isn't silly, no one is ever here
"But why?" Is all I ever wonder
You know why, it's always just you, you fool
"So this is how it has always been. Always will be too, I suppose."
Dontcha know it sweet cheeks. There ain't shit for you.
And the air around turns ever black
Now there is no looking back
I see all that I can see
I see inside, it's only me
In the cold, in the dark
Where hatred's left it's evil mark
Into a void, now I fall
As no one hears the lonely call.
"Will it be different in the other realm?"
You know it won't, not for you anyway
"But tell me why, tell me what it is I have done that is so bad."
Ha! I wish I could. I so desperately wish I could
"And if I don't go? If I refuse?"
Where do you imagine you will have a choice? It must be.
"But I don't want to. Aren't there second chances in this shit hole?"
There wasn't even first chances doll.
And let the void consume me now
I'm of no use anyhow
So to a world there is no light
Where everything's as black as night
To vanish from my current state
Filled with volatile hate
"Will it end? Will it all just go away?"
You know it will. Isn't that just what you want?
Author notes
Yeah, so I talk to myself. Answer myself too.
Written April 13th, 2006
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Damn this is good. Dark and forboding. Such a conversation can lead to interesting thoughts along the way. I have lost many an self argument. Great work.
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The Id is such a rational voice inside you. It's that Super Ego you have to watch out for.
PS: I have conversations with myself, too. -
Miss Autumn! Blessed Be, and don't let them demons talk to you that way! their "yours" after all, you're not theirs! Kind of reminds me of a simpsons episode when Lisa asks the bully kid what's inside him and he replies, "I don't know, black stuff, and guts." Life, our disease, our fears, would have us believe there is no bright path, but our hearts know different! I like the ending too--"To vanish from my current state
Filled with volatile hate
"Will it end? Will it all just go away?"
You know it will. Isn't that just what you want? "
The cry for suffering's end, and the darkness whispering, "sure." Sometimes it would seem easier, but our destiny is to survive! be well poet! great exploration into the darker side of self! -
Well done!!
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