Distract Me Please

I never knew that pain could agonize my soul like this
As I walk through deserted allays of time a gang of memories
Creep up to bully my brittle heart

Distract me please
Damn this!

Every sound propels beats of yearning for a love I cannot have

My heart deceives my mind by silently erasing all your colors, the ones that didn't match mine

I convince myself that I have lost to never win again
How foolish of me to minimize my world to this.

You so kindly broke my heart you left no opportunity to blame my shame on you.

Someone...
Distract me please
Damn this!

I will fuel my pride with a bitterness that demands, from this day on, for a love that goes beyond my own.

Distract me please
Damn this!

How did you manage to resist the alluring swing of my hips?
How did you allow fear to devour you when faced with my engaging mind and all its twists?
How do you sleep at night not longing for my all-consuming touch?
How come the shine in my hair and the green in my eyes haven’t blurred your sight of all my flaws?
How have I failed to captivate you?
Haven't you heard the vibrating base and hidden refrain that sing to you in my voice?

Distract me please
Damn this!

You broke me
And I crumbled like a Berlin wall
Strip down and naked after a long cold war
You exposed an insufferable pain to me
Go away, and let me shut down and lock it all back in.

Someone...
Distract me please!