I spread out my hands and reach for you,
but you dissolve like a mirage
I can find my way home
following the red brick road
made from the blood
from the wound in my back
you pulled your knife out
and I thought it was okay
but you just did it so
you could stab me worse
I thought I knew who you are
but I feel like I never knew you
It was all a delicate lie
and I was the fool
But somehow I'm still missing you
and all the people
trying to take your place
just don't have the knack
for breaking my heart
or being my best friend
and I feel so lost
without your love and abuse
noone made me feel like I was nobody
like you did
Author notes
you know who it's about if you know me
everything still hurts
Written April 12th, 2006
